You Never Listen

"=me speaking
'=my conscience speaking

'AHHHHH!!!!STOP JUST STOP!!!!-hello,is there anyone in here besides me'-"huh, who is that?I can't move....why?"-'its me you genius your conscience'-"huh..what you want now"-'ok look we've been together 26yrs and I can count on one hand how many times you've listened to me-frankly I'm tired of yelling at you for you to ignore my every word-i'm going to just be honest with you-YOU'RE GETTING ON MY NERVES!!'-"umm...wait well that means that I'm getting on my nerves too"-'you're right,dag I had no 'idea' it would be this hard just to talk to you'-"will you just get to the point, i feel weird talking outloud to no one"-'ok, here's the deal-ive been sitting in this empty space of yours for a long time-and the things that you think about are also on my mind-do you think that you just get headaches for no reason??-hello its me kicking the sides of you head tryna get you to listen-migranes-yeah that's me-i see what you see-i hear what you hear-i feel what you feel-so when i tell you to stop doing it your way and wait on God-i know you hear me-but you continue to put yourself in situations where you 'emotionally' get killed'-"i want to wait on God but being human nature-i kinda tend to get a little impatient-i feel at times like a child being punished and sentenced to the basement"-'well listen,all the hurt you've felt ive tried to keep you from-all the times when God would use me directly to talk to you-from your calling you'd run-why'-"well, I want to be what he has so called me to be-but when im ready to 'step in' to my calling- the devil places something so tempting infront of me"-'so that's your excuse, you were tempted?'-"uhhh...yeah, you got any better ideas or reasons"-'you know what i allowed you to get tempted and fall flat on your back sometimes, but not anymore-reese you know that the Lord is a friend to minds-he comes in to keep us straight so that we can help you-but you continue to do what YOU want to do'-"I know and we need to be on one accord with one another to fight the temptation of this world"-'ahh we are finally thinking clearly-i knew id get to you eventually cause reese to my...i mean our heart I hold you dearly'-"ok mr. conscience now that we are both on the same page-can i stop having a monologue with myself here on lifes stage?"-'oh sorry, let's go and pray and remain pure in your mind ok-cause me and GOD are tight so know that with him...all is ok-we good now?'-"uh yeah....just next time you want to talk-make sure you don't freeze up my muscles so i can't move on a busy and congested sidewalk"-'oops sorry'!!