I hate that I still had hope
I hate that the other girl didn't show up to the party we were both at
I hate that I beleived that he learned his lesson
I hate that it took three years to learn
I hate that his eyes opened up a few days late
I hate that I don't who I'm spending the rest of my life with
I hate that he captured my heart then made it shrivel away painfully
I hate that I was the one who helped him when he drank too much and got sick
I hate that he probably doesn't even remember
I hate that he said he was quitting for good
I hate that he now plans on growing his own
I hate that he has so much potential
I hate that he can't...won't...doesn't want to use it
I hate that I planned my whole future around him
I hate that now I don't know what I'm doing with my future
I hate when I miss him, and even when I don't
I hate that my one true love ended up being another ex to add to my past
Author notes
A poem inspired my my most recent break up.
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The lesson about how you need to get a job....and keep it. That is the one thing that made me lose trust in you. You had three different jobs while we were together, one of which you lied to me about quitting. I'm DONE explaining myself, and I already told you more than once that it will take awhile for me to be able to be friends with you.
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Believed he had learned his lesson? What lesson didnt I learn? And I made your heart shrivel? How do you think I feel? You completely closed yourself off to me near the end of our relationship....Think of my heart for just a second....I woke up this mornin at jakes...I sat and watched you sleep for 2 hours now...I wish you had some kind of understanding...You chose to close yourself, i just did what needed to be done...and thank you so much for helping me at kevins
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