Missing you deeply.

Torn from the inside, exposed to the world
Going through our own little private hell.
The distance that keeps us so far away
Brings us closer together, in it's own little, messed up way.

Wishing and hoping for this torture to end
Not wanting to be forced to spend
Another hellish day apart.
It tears like a knife, into my vulnerable and open heart.

Holding onto what little touch you have left on me
With you by my side is where I want to be.

Groping in the darkness for your shining light
The one and only thing that keeps me safe at night.
Wishing that it was all a horrible dream
So you didn't have to go, and it wasn't as bad as it seemed.

The lengthy times that we are apart
Tear and stab at my returning heart.
To be with you, I do declare
Would be the one thing that would end this sordid affair
Of missing you deeply.

Although the time we can be together again draws near
I live in wonder, and a smidgen of fear.
That we will be kept apart once again
By that which seems to cause you so much pain.

I love you dearly, and want to be with you forever.
I wish that every day, we could be together.