When I see you I can feel you
But I need to think about the world
It does not like me
It has to permit my every thought
It is in me
All the love, hate, pain
When it has ended where will I go
Will it be a better place
No it will be the same
All is the same
Never unchanging
Never nothing to look forward to
Never a life in happiness
There is no happily ever after
I ask the world for the right to be happy
All I get is a painful slap in the face
So I curl up
Deep inside myself
Hiding from the world
All I want is to have my own thought
Why is that the one thing I am not allowed to have
Why can I not be what I want
I have been hidden in myself for too long
But I cant free myself
So I get a blade
And I end all the pain forever
Please tell me what you think
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that is how i feel - there is no happy ending for me - i am just hoping for an ending
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