all day i feel it build
i know what will happen
but i never know why
i go home go to my room
i lock the door
turn around
i am alone with my pain
i go to my dresser take out the drawer
look on the bottom theirs my razor
i pull it out of the wood
look it over
feel the blade
i put it to my wrist
i stop to think
i fall asleep
when i wake
i feel the pain still in me
i hear my mom
she says its time for school
so i put away my razor
not to touch it again all day
