My Murder

"'Insanity laughes, under pressure we're cracking,'
She says that stupid line again and I'll make it true'
Muttered, muttled, mumbled words under my breath
As I sit here staring lovingly at you

Your beautiful face, my dearest angel
The thing I want most of all
Yet knowing you'd never willingly give it
Brings me ever closer to the fall

Or I guess that's what you'd call it
The fall off the edge of sanity
Wishing, longing for your affection
Taking away my sanctity

Evil laughter brings harsh looks my way
If only they knew my gifted plot
I'll show you all the things I am
And everything he's not

Grabbing your arm pulling you this way
Pushing you in my car
"Stay in the seat if you know what's good for you"
Wondering who you think you are

Never once uttered a scream
As I drove silently down the road
The only complaint you uttered
Was how you hated the cold

Dragging you out into the woods
I make a silent plead
For somehow magically
My mind, you could read.

Then I park the car
You don't even try to run
"Come on girl, don't you know?
Without the fight its no fun!"

You gaze solemly back at me
As if doubting what I'll do
Then speaking quietly you say,
"Hey I know you!

You're that boy in my spanish class
Who always stares at me.
I wondered why that was
But now I guess I'll see."

Oh, you little wench
"Are you mocking me?"
Wondering about the truth to your words
Wondering if it could be

You silently shake your head
Opening the handle to the door.
Stepping out of the car
"Girl I hope you scream for more."

As I grab your arm
I throw you down
And whisper in your ear
"My dream for you, on the ground,"

Then I tear your clothes off
Terror in your eyes
For once the fear I wanted
From you whom I despise.

Dirty deeds done now
You lay there still
Shaking like the whole time
So, it was against your will

But then I realized
Just that was not enough
You were way too strong willed
I had to get the stuff

Before you come to your senses
And try for once to run
Even without the fight
This really was quite fun

"But sadly, girl, I'll miss you
Can't risk you going to the cops
You know you should've asked,
I would have let you on top."

Then you realized what I meant
Smiled to yourself
"Oh good God look at you
You stupid little welp."

I smile an evil grin
Or that is what you'd say
"Girl you should just have let me
Have you from the first day."

Then you stood up to face me
"Whatever do you mean?"
You are playing stupid
An act I sure have seen.

"Baby don't you know?
The first day of school,
The time I asked you out,
You called me a fool!"

So then I ran at you
Shovel in my hand
Little did I know
Of the blade you had planned

You thought you'd be clever
Tried to knife me
I'm just that much better
Because of my plan B

I took the knife from you
Watching your guts spew
Then made a fire
I deciding you'd make a good stew