Forbidden Feelings

I know I am not supposed to feel this way
And yet I cant help myself
We started out as friends
But as we grew closer, my feelings grew as well
I continued to help you, with things that made me jealous
But I could not reveal, what I truly felt inside
I thought I couldnt have you, so I settled to be friends
Then one day, it all seemed to change
Things in my life led us into a forbidden conversation
One that should have never taken place
But at the same time, I would never take it back
Now it seems harder for me to ignore how I feel
But it is something for which I could never tell
You have made promises to me
That I never thought could be made
After I got pregnant, I thought no one would want me
But you showed interest, why I dont understand
But the more I talk to you
The more my forbidden feelings grew
For now I feel that I am falling for you
But I can not tell you
For I fear how you will react
So for now I just keep these forbidden feelings
Hidden deep inside me