One morning he call me
'hey you wanna drink'
normal routine
why not,is all i think
Knock on his door
greeted with a smile
no shirt pants low
his normal style
He lets me in
i start taking shots
he's so much older
good friend,or so i thought
A few hours later
I'm ready to go
he stands in my way
and tells me no
He's got to be playing
just joking right?
but then he grabs me
his grip is tight
Pushes me back
i hit the bed
you'll enjoy this
thats what he said
He's on top of me
oh god, please no
don't do this
i have to go
He pulls off my pants
and rips my underwear
I'm crying so hard
but he doesn't care
Down go his jeans
hes between my legs
no, please don't
i beg and i beg
Then hes inside me
I'm no longer a virgin
he keeps going
in, out, in
I keep crying
until he done
he kisses me
tells me he had fun...
I go home
in a horrible daze
i went through a quiet period
months in a numb phase
This awful memory
will it leave me ever?
no it'll be with me
unfortunately forever
Author notes
um... yea
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- RAPE by InMyFlames.
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I am so sorry, I know how this feels, Listen to the advice in previous comments. No you will never forget but you can overcome.
Hugs to you.
thank you for entering my contest.
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man thats deep i know a chick that had that happen to her but she got kidnapped too
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whoa the meaning in this bitch nearly knocked me over such a detailed write well done, i hope this is not personal experience, but if it is fight through it, the worst has to come to an end
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Wow, this was a good write. Im sorry to hear about this tho if it's true.
Good luck.
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another thing, i think a lot of people know exactly how you feel. It happened to me last summer.
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Fuck Him
he isn't the one who took your virginity Sean, he didn't take anything from you. In your mind your thinking that you can't have respect for your body anymore because he took all your dignity, he took your respect. Well your wrong, and wat he did was wrong, horribly wrong, but you are one strong fucking girl. even though it's been a few years I know it still hurts you, but you are strong enough to put it behind you, and realize that you are worth so much more than what he belittled you to. You are worth more than he is, and even though he physically took advantage of you, he can never take you. if you keep a positive outlook and maybe look at the situation as making you a stronger person instead of breaking you down to how he made you feel, you will realize that he in fact did not take advantage of your mind. It's your most powerful tool, dont let him keep ahold of it. I love you
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Okay, I can relate a lot to this. But you are still a virgin. He took that from you it was NOT your fault in any way, shape, or form. If it was not given by free will then you're still a virgin. Or else I would have lost my virginity at the age of four.
I'm here if you ever need to talk, okay? Good write.
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Wow. I know exactly what you're going through.
I was 12. It's scary. And Horrible.
But sooner or later, you're going to be able to use that fear as a weapon. <3 Great Job Hun.
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