The truth

              I have'nt written in awhile so much has been
                    going on. The guilt no one, but I'm
                positive, someone, will understand.
                        I Broke two people's hearts
                To be with the one I love.
              I feel so selfish after 13 years of trying,
            and enemies me and my ex are not, and our only 12 yr
                      daughter who puts on such a brave front!
            My darhling sweetheart caught in the middle and I
                  admit I'm the one who caused this sadness to her
            It's so hard to be happy and watch her hurt.
          I make sure I'm there for her and no pressure is applied
            I apologize daily for the hurt that I have caused!
          I did'nt run or leave her to face this alone,
                I caused this to her and I'm here to take all
            she needs. I want them to be happy and I admit
              my wrong but it's hard to handle the truth
              after so long. so please be kind and unjudgemental
            I know this site, and all who writes, can handle my
              truth, that's even scary to me, but  I had to
            have someone to let this guilt out to!!!!