my blood is flowing/Suicide is real

my blood is flowing

this blade
this beautiful blade
it will end my pain
it will seize my thoughts
i will no longer have to wounder...
what you think of me

as i watch my blood flow
i finnally know
i love you?!
but how?
you have caused me nothing but pain
now my heart is beating...
slower and slower
and yet for you my heart beats steady

as i fade to black
all i can see you!
i love you?!
i HATE you!
and yet i cant let you go

i can no longer love you
i can no longer hate you
why must my mind betray me like this?
why cant i just let go?
as i watch my blood flow

http://allpoetry.com/poem/3414028
On Sep 17 1:12 PM



Suicide is real


Left alone
Betrayed
Sacrificed
I cant seem to understand
They all cry for help
But no body hears them?
I hear them…
I understand them
They want freedom
They want closure
They want some to feel their pain
But nobody does
People say they want attention
NO!
Their just sick of it
Suicide is their escape
Their escape from pain
Their escape from pity
My friend…
Suicide is real

http://allpoetry.com/poem/3620352
On Nov 18 10:12 AM