Mend Myself

One day i saw an ugly person
she made my eyes watery
she broke my mirror by looking at it
she was short and looked weird
Started hanging out with her
started getting high and sniffing coke
as we hung out more and more she became normal
her ugly shed into a beauty that made me cry

my days became darker  lustful and sleepless

i was addicted to her like a drug

couldn't get her off my mind

ditched school just to see her

it felt good to be around her

told me she cared and i was the only trust she had

i made her fell pretty and worthy

she loved me and i was the importance in her life

one night i text to her my love

told me she already knew

and from over the cell

i felt her finger and heard her luagh

i felt so embarrased i wanted to drown

Woked up from a coma one day and Realized the game i was in

saw my guts spilled on the floor 

my soul was thorn

looked up to see my heart being bounced on her palm

squezzed between both her hands

crying a puddle of blood onto the ground

that she spit in and splashed

realized the truth

it hearted still dose

but i took my heart back from her

and slowly i start

to put my guts back in my stomach trying to sew it shut

and drie the blood she spilled

stiching my soul back together

i know ill finish mending myself one day