Don't Fucking Disappoint Me [2008, I Love You]

Thank God for new years.

It's been 365 days [or was it 366]
since the last time this feeling came about.
And it's been 85 days [October 8th, 2007]
since I've felt happy.

And the second half of this year has been so damn
depressing.
It's been such a long December this year,
and I just wanted it to be over.

You have no idea how relieved I am to know that
I never have to go back
to the things I've done
[2007, I hate you].

And I never have to go back
to the things I've done to the one I loved.

I never have to see the rain
falling over Fayetteville Regional Airport,
wishing I could follow him, ever, ever, never again.

And I'm done with the coffee place
and the indie scene.
I think it's way too overrated.

Damnit, it's time to find something that is mine, only mine.
I'm done with the fucking bitterness
and the animosity.

So I wish you the best, 2007.
And a quick "fuck you"
to everyone who thinks I miss them.

[[I'm better off now.]]