All I feel is confused in this state I'm in...
Without you I'm nothing
With you I don't know what I am
All I know is that I miss you
All I know is my pack of cigarettes is gone
Something has to fuel my addictions
Something has to ease my pain
Something sure to kill me
Something sure to cure me
I leave you and my heart breaks
I can never win in this game I play by myself...
I want to help you without hurting you
I want to be with you without limiting you
I love you but I cant say it
I love you but someone else has yours
Can you sense my struggle?
Can you sense my pain?
I want you to be happy
But is your happiness with me?
I want to be with you forever
I want to see true happiness again
Author notes
...shhh...
