What's my new years resolution?
Well, I have many...
But my biggest one of all is:
To stop cutting for good!
Stop hurting myself!
All my life
Any time I'd get angry
Or upset or frustrated
I'd do something to hurt myself.
Something like hit myself,
Bite myself, or cut myself.
I honestly am just tired
Of having to hide bruises
And cuts and scars!
It's getting to the point that
Nothing really works anymore...
I just need to stop!
I've done it all my life
And I'm really tired of doing so!
You may think that I do this stuff
Just to get attention.
But to be quite honest,
It's not that...
I honestly don't know why I do it...
I've just always been this way!
And I'm sick of it!
This is my biggest newyears resolution yet!
To stop hurting myself...
No more self mutilation!
Author notes
yes, my newyears resolution is to stop hurting myself.
A contest entry
- New Year Resolutions by stavykm.
950 points, ended December 31, 2007, 4 entries
Gold trophy winner
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Amen honey
Times I feel I cant take it anymore I grab myself a pillow and punch it untill I get my cool back .I dont do this often but their has been a few occasions . I am proud of you that this year you will be kind to yourself . Any time you feel this stress coming on get with others and know it will pass get your mind on something that brings you joy do something fun and crazy and when you learn to laugh at yourself when you do something out of the ordinary you willl find a new peace that you never knew was there . I give you my blesssings and prayers to see you though this and believe you are the most precious of all your belongings take care of you and find this life you so need and want
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loved it hon i use to make myself throw up so i can stay at a certain side but i said the hell with a year and 6 months ago and decide to keep the sexy a whole other way this was worth gold
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Yeah... I know how that is... sort of... I broke my resolution... and I feel horrible! I'm actually looking for ways to help me stop....
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I love your new year resolutions!
Good luck & try to not break this. Cuz you have a point!
If you ever need to talk and get your feels out. email me at
Rorotwin13@yahoo.com Ok????
bye
Roseycheeks!
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Woohoo! Go for it girl! I'm always here if you need me!
Congrats on the trophy! ( =
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Very Good
I'm so glad you have a New Years Resolution to stop hurting yourself. Man we can be so self destructive as humans in this life can't we? I love this poem it flows nicely. I wish you the best in your New Years Resolution. If you ever need to talk just message me. I'm in recovery for differnt things. Wishing you a very Happy New Year and safe one too.
Blessings
Kelle Marie
stavykm
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yayy!!!
I used to cut, and whenever I say "I used to" I feel so proud of myself cause I quit
To your New Year's Resolution. I hope all goes well. This can be mine too, mine can be never getting the feeling to do it again. I have gotten that sometimes.
Yayy to 2008!!! lol. And yay to your poem too! I wish you well in the contest too. Nice job, keep up the gret work, and never, ever, ever, ever stop writing!
~Pandy~
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i liked it wish you well with your new years resolution dear
*~*bee*~*
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