i wanted some place safe
away from the dangers
of the raging sea
the waves that threaten
to carry me away,
without a chance
to cry for help.
i wanted someone to
love me.
a love so pure that
only tears of joy
would spring from
my eyes.
i wanted to make
everyone happy,
to close the rift
fused between
friends.
i wanted the world on
a silver platter
but my desires
still burn within.
i want danger,
something to pump
fresh adrenaline
through my veins.
i want excitement,
something to turn my
stomach and
make me beg
for more.
yet, i'm left with
this decision,
keep what i know
so well
or jump out of
my comfort zone
into the black
abyss...
