I can't believe you.
You say you believe in the same things as me...
you say you believe in me.
Yet as i stand here alone being judged for who i am and what i believe in you do not come to my side and defend me.
Do you lie?
Are you the type of person who says one thing and does the complete opposite?
You did not use to be this way!
I watch you from where i stand
I see the look in your eyes the same look they always have when you scew up...
They say they are sorry but i know it's just a lie.
Was i wrong?
Was it wrong to love you?
I look back into your eyes and i know it was.
I hate you!
At least i think i do.
As i look into your eyes again i know when i said i hated you it was a lie.
Who i really hate is myself...
For believeing in you so many time and being let down.
I just thought this time would be different.
I thought last time would be different too.
But you never are different...
You never change
You will always let me down.
I look over to where you sit watching me be judged...
You see me look over at you this time and mouth the words...
"Sorry i love you i won't hurt you again."
Author notes
I picked #2, You see me for who I am, yet you are afraid to stand up for me, you believe in me, do you not stand up for what you believe in?, to write about. oh also Champagne.
A contest entry
- I've waited and ended up empty handed *Options* by Nolliedog.
450 points, ended January 3, 2008, 7 entries
Silver trophy winner
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
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Comments
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i have leared from u that poetry comes from the heart and presents how u feel i love the part about (Yet as i stand here alone being judged for who i am and what i believe in you do not come to my side and defend me.) its a strong concept and it tells the truth about wat people do somethimes
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I mean this poem is good, I like it when it says(I look back into your eyes and I know it was. I hate you!)I'm gonna write it in my poems note book!!!
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thats creative, express a lot of feeling
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