how it was..

the pain i feel,
just doesn't end.
i called you love,
i called you friend.
you think i'm a liar,
well look in the mirror,
you've lied to me too,
but i can't make that clear.
i love you sweetie,
i only want you.
but you push me away,
what the hell should i do?
i want to make you happy,
but your words make me mad.
you think that i'm lying,
you think that i'm bad.
but i'm just like you,
i've been broken before.
and these feelings i have,
are so hard to ignore.
because when i try to get mad,
try to do what is right.
i hear your sweet voice,
and i forget about the fight.
because you know that i need you,
do you even care?
that i promised you everything,
that i'll always be there.
break up with me sweetie,
if i'm not good enough,
of a shoulder to cry on,
not worthy of your love.
but i promise you always,
that i will never forget,
the love that i have,
the one thing i'll regret.
you just don't understand,
how much pain that you cause.
but i'll always be here,
looking back on how it was.