Oh boy, I love you.
You have no idea how much I was looking forward
to watching you inhale that nicotine
and dance in a sea of black eyeliner.
You have no idea that I dream of you.
But you've ruined so many things now-
for me, for her, for us-
that I almost can't stand your voice.
Damnit, you know that I would do
absolutely anything [and everything]
just to see you smile.
I just want you to laugh,
because I can't think of anything more beautiful.
You know that I wish you were here,
that you would grow up and stay.
Because Mike, I can't keep
standing up for what isn't there.
I can't keep believing in you if you don't try.
We all have to fight for what we want.
Santa, baby....
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you're so badass ashleigh. Amazing.
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