He will be no love

my soul breaths in poison
my heart wilts
my love, he will be no love

I thought it was illusion
I hoped it wasn't pain
but it was, he will be no love

I sought for reason to be
swollen eyes, broken spine
he will be no love

I will be to him
as vacent veins
and closed in walls

I will not be the one he loves
I will not be the one he holds
I will not be so precious
I will not be warm

he will be no love

I will be no love

we will be distant
we will be broken

I will have no spine to tell him
I will have swollen red eyes
I will regret this hole
this hole will not be filled

my mind will be tired
when I am done thinking of him
when I am done trying to find replacement
when I decide to brake my mend

he won't there when I come home
he won't love me when Ive tried
I will always fill this empty
when he comes across my mind

I want to tell you
I know what love is
because of you

I want to tell you
I know where my heart is
because of you

I want to tell you
I don't know how
I can love you so

I want to tell you
that I never did
have a back bone

love you
miss you
hug you
kiss you

home will always be empty
because I know I made you go

one more thing....

I'm sorry