Sew myself shut again
Thats what I have to do
You've done this to me before
Its like d`eja voo every other week
I try to block you out
To give my self time to heal,
Sometimes I am bilnded by your seemingly perfection
But that perfection is about as artificial as splenda
I'm on the edge again
my face is burried in my hands again
I'm on the edge of my strengths
I'm lost in this universe of eternal thoughts of
"you'll never love me"
Am I wrong to feel this way?
I'm staring at a girl who I used to know
But she is gone and I remain here...
Alone...
Again...
Angel wings are burned and mangled,
X marks the spot where you
threw your spiteful words at me
My heart is damaged by remorse of fighting back
Consume the purity of who I used to be...
Heavenly...
Is who I'll never be again...
Embrace this mold and take back what you said
Make my thoughts feel vital again...
Suppress my eternal wish to die
and hold me for just one more night.
Author notes
I dug up some old feelings and just wrote with the words I was given...the picture that inspired me was picture # 2 in the "three options" contest...
Hope you guys liked it
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Comments
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Awww so touching and very heartfelt here hunny, the pain and deep hurting again, emotions hitting you all at once, the sadness and everything, oh how I feel these things too all the time, it's fucking crazy and hard...
I hope you're feeling well there somehow,
Antonio
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