Ending Sin......

I used to look at your picture for hours
The only one that I can say that I loved
I spent many nights feeling blue over you
Wondering if you would be there tomorrow or ever at all
I used to feel empty inside before I met you
I guess I was just looking for anyone and you came along
You took my breathe, you took my heart
I wanted nothing more than to call you mine
But you were too scared. Too scared to try anything.
And in the process you broke me down
But still I kept right by your side
I was there for you through the ups and downs
Even though I would get shit on in return
You never cared for me like I cared for you
Well at least I can say I tried my best, unlike you
You're a walking contradiction. Wanting others to understand you
Wanting to feel belonged, but you never tried to understand others including me
You said that you missed talking to me.
It certainly didnt seem that way when we started to again.
You said that you would be my friend
But how the fuck can you do that if you cut me off for good?
It was always all about you and nothing else
Even though you treated me bad, I still wanted to be with you
You knew how I felt, but you always said you were confused.
Yet I still stuck by you while you talked to other guys
It broke my heart when you said you were doing that
Yet I found a way to cope and still be your friend
I used to want us to be together. To be more than friends.
I still want us to be together, but only so that you can kiss my ass
So long, good bye. This is the last time that you damage me
So long, farewell to the 83 week roller coaster ride you put me through
So long, good bye to you. The ride ends here
I can finally be free from your chains
I'll never put my heart in the hands of someone that doesnt care again