Where Do i Go From Here?

Through all my sarcastic come backs,
My smart remarks,
My independence,
My so confident appearance,
I just want you to look past it all.

See that the sarcasm, smart remarks,
They hide my true feelings,
The ones I’m scared to voice.
I want you to see that my independence, confidence,
Its all an act I play.

I don’t want them to know how I hurt,
That I’m scared to love.
I’ve done good so far,
No one sees past the mask I wear,
I didn’t want them to.
I didn’t want them to that is,
Until I met you.

All this hard work I’ve done,
These walls I’ve built up around me.
They are starting to crumble under your gaze,
Under your words.

I’m at a loss of reasoning,
You’re making me questions all the facts I’ve concluded.
I want to be with you,
But I don’t wont to lose the friend I’ve gained.

All the questions race through my dreams unanswered,
I guess time will tell the reasons I lack…

Through all my sarcastic come backs,
My smart remarks,
My independence,
My so confident appearance,
I just want you to look past it all.

But can you?
Will you?