You Promised

We laugh
We cry
We fight
You lie

We promised each other the world.
And yet every time I turn my back..
There is another girl and another mistake made.
You swore that after the first time youd be faithful..
She meant nothing to you!
And that the second time ..
Was my Best Friends fault!

You claim that being honest and open about everything..
Will make it all better.
You never lied..
And never will.

I continue to believe everything you say..
For losing you would hurt me more then just sticking it out.
And as time goes by..
We become closer.
The thought of what happened only a memory..
Slowly fading from mind.

Then when no longer do i think there are problems..
We fight..
And your gone.
Lost for days..
My heart and mind think the worst.
Cops are called..
Missing signs hung.
Only to find with her you were hiding out..
And with her friend whom you were making out.
To get back at me was your only goal.

Again you return..
Trust..
All gone.
Love and Lust..
Hanging on by a thread.
And yet i just cant seem to pull myself away.
You confuse me.
You sware I am your one and only..
Then always turn to another.

I just want you to know..
That Four Times you have hurt me.
Three Times I have let you in.
Two Times I have cried alone.
And if there ever is a next time..
Its because of love and confusion..
.. I will let you back in..