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Why did you have to pick Christmas

I've been crying for hours, minutes and seconds,

crying for days and for weeks.

I've been crying for years what seems all of my tears,

wanting to talk of whom nobody speaks.

You said it was no big deal when you left,

it did not matter what day of the year.

Then why can't I sleep or stop thinking of you?

Why cant I go one day without shedding a tear?

Here it is, Christmas time again, and all I think of is you.

I think of all of the time we lost,

when it was decided that for you life was through.

Why did you have to pick the day before,

the day we celebrate with our family,

and whats more...

why did you act like it did not matter?

Didn't you realize that when you went,

our whole lives would shatter?

There are no Merry Christmasas for me, 

whenever I close my eyes,

your all I see. 

Author notes

My dad went into surgery the day before Christmas eve, he said it didn't matter what day when I asked him to wait, He had a slight chance of surviving cancer with his surgery, but it wasnt likely, and as horrible as it is i still get mad sometimes because Christmas is never happy for me now. I miss him terribly and after 5 years it seems like it hurts no less, especially at this time of year, thanks for reading.

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  • Tarja
    December 20, 2007

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    During the past 72 hours I have been told that three people who I care about very much are all going into surgery within the next week. It's very hard. And that is my question too... not towards them because they have no say in things like that... but God and Fate and Life in general. Why Christmas?