Today went to sh!t
And more of it comes right out of the blue
Trying to get a job
Just to get by in life
Bother not to sob
Just move on with this strife
Giving into music
Whenever I can
It gives me such subtance
Making me feel real like a man
Not understanding life anymore
Shall I quote The Raven
"Never, Nevermore"
I don't know who I am anymore
Things weren't ever easy
But there was this guy
Who didn't make it so bad
But I don't really know now
There's so many things that take change
Whatever it is deal with it
Befriend me, but I'm out of your range
Things are different,
Time has past
My heart has become indifferent
I KNOW THAT ONLINE THINGS DON'T LAST
I don't mind a friend
Here nor there
But digging any deeper
I wouldn't allow myself to care
I don't want to cause trouble
To you, friends.Family, anything within that lie
The last thing I need is for someone
To give me a worthless lie.
Don't be touched by my words
Don't let my anger bring you to tears
Because you already know, we'll be one of your biggest fears
Value doesn't mean anything
It's something in a reality lie
And once everyone sees it
It will just be something you all deny
I didn't mean to bother
Intrude or !#$% up anyone's life
The last thing I wanted to do
Is bring a person strife
Don't give any to me
I won't bother with you
I will take no action
But I would like to know:
Who are you?
Author notes
Long story short: Guy, Myspace, DRAMA DRAMA. MORE DRAMA. Something confused me today. On August 13th of this year I was having a rough day, Then I remembered I think it was this person's birthday.
I doubt this person is going to comment it.
I stated in this poem. I'm not asking for drama or anything. I got a message, and there's issues, and I don't want anything going unsettled, and somehow I managed to come up with this.
There's no sence to write in here. No one comments my worthless poetry anymore. I think I might even cancel my site. I won't ever be able to make money off of anything I've ever written.
I'm done.
Feel free, but I won't bother waiting.
I am so confused...who are you.
Comments
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ok well things will get better. you can always talk to me on myspace if you need anything
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You know what, I don't even know what to say right now. I wish you wouldn't be so hard on yourself. Your poetry is far from worthless. You write with such passion and your words always flow. I love reading your work and I truly hope you won't give up. I know that nothing I say will really matter but I have to try. I don't know, maybe it was a mistake coming back here. I don't want to cause any pain or be a part of lies and things that don't last. I wish I had never left but it wasn't by choice. I had problems and ended up somewhere I never wanted to return to. Just know you were in my heart and on my mind always my ai.
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"The last thing I need is for someone
To give me a worthless lie." I love those lines. Damn hun, so fucking true.
And as for "Who are you?" damn that's deep.
I don't think there's anything I can say about the guy... but I can say that stuff isn't worth leaving your friends and AP family for. I haven't commented many friends/family/anyone lately but you're one of the very few I have and that's gotta mean something... I mean, for once in my life I know I'm worth something and you are too. If I can feel it, anyone can!
Hope you come back to us sweets.
♥ Bandaid.
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aw sweetie im sorry.
you know how amazing you are
and you shouldnt need a boy to make you know that.
or whatever.
fuck
im not making sense.
i love you.
and whats meant to be will always find a way to be
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