tears of blood

when you decide to listen to me,
i have a lot to say, as you'll see.
i really wish you'd understand
the hell i'm put through and
the way your arms felt around me
and the way i am now, the way i be
the way my tears hit your face
the way you and i embraced
i wish, and wish that you would see
how much you really meant to me
i want and need you by my side
just please please quickly decide
i'm crying my tears of blood
too quickly now, you have me stuck in mud
my tears of blood hit your hands,
as they fall, and splash, and
you'll never see the twinkle in my eye
never again, see me fly so high
like i used to, before you tore me down
made me cry, and you made me frown
rubbed my face in the mud, just to
dry me off, and apologize, without a clue
i'm crying my tears of blood
too quickly now, with my thud to the ground
my screams and yells aren't heard anymore
and you, ya, you, come just before
the grass and the dirt on my priority list
to you, i don't even exist
you can kiss up to me all you want
no matter what, i'll take you back
i can't keep myself from loving you
i can't keep myself from hating her
i can't stop myself from loving you, no matter what.