My Suicide Note

Always alone and depressed about life
Lost and confused, this is all I can write
Who the hell am I and what am I doing
I just want to take a brick and throw it
Right through the damn window in front of me
Shatter the glass into millions of pieces
The window would match my heart so well
I'm so Angry and frustrated about life
I am so pissed off at this stupid world
What the hell is wrong with everyone
Everyone and everything just freaking sucks
Everything about life just freaking sucks
I'm tired of this life, of the fake smiles
All the lies, all the pain and confusion
I've been feeling so frustrated lately
Oh my gosh, I just can't freaking take it
Would someone just stab me, and end this now
No one understands how I feel
No one in this screwed up freaking world gets me
I just can't handle this
I want to run away, stand on the freeway bridge
Yelling and screaming into the air
Cursing out every star in the sky
Scream out load every word I can think
Can anyone hear, please come find me, anyone
Anywhere, a minute or a thousand miles away
Where ever the hell you are
Please don't leave me alone in this mess
I try to whisper, but instead I scream
Will this be the last thing I do in my life
Will this be the last moment to breathe
Because I'm holding a knife in my hand
And my wrist is right in front of me
The temptation is too much to handle
Stab the knife through my skin
Slowly pull it toward me as the blood pours out
If you get here before I'm dead
Maybe you can come with me
And we can die together in our bloody pool of love
Our final breath is our final kiss