I wonder
Am I being punished for past lives?
Mistakes from another time?
So for each new life I live I must be punished?
If I shapen up
Will I save myself from sorrow
In the next life?
What am I not seeing?
What should I do?
I know i'm imperfect
You made us that way
It seems as if
I could claim all the bodies of water
For my tears are enough to fill them all
Frustration
Rage
Dispair
Regret
The words keep rolling in my mind
Am I meant to do it all alone?
Even with spouse
I care for our child
And all that's around us
Drained
No longer wishing to rise out of bed
Endless fighting
Hot tears of both sadness
And anger
Why won't you help me?!
Must I suffer at your pleasure?
Do you enjoy picking at random
Those you wish to torment?
The rough seas
Getting worse
A dense fog
Cold
Harsh and unforgiving winds
How do I navigate?
Lay down on the ground
Hands laid upon my chest
Close my eyes
As my breath escapes me
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