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everytime i try to think my mind wonders off
dangerously to signs that shout stop
thoughts of you, yes of you, spinning off my mind
and unware i catch myself inside daydreams
  of you
its true, all the things youve ever said,
you somehow get inside my head
maybe because you are here.
or maybe im just crazy
but either way youre there, in my head
and its shockingly scary to me
because i find myself wanting to tell you things
like i've never told anyone else
and to get things off my chest
but youre probably thinking i'm not more than a joke
and each word you say is probably a lie
i'm not sure. its a 50/50 chance,
youre more than likley laughing,
enjoying my ridiculous words
I don't mind, I mean
its not something unfamilar to me