Lagging
Slowing
Fatigue
All of it
Two weeks worth
Have caught up
And I feel
Pathetic
I feel
Like sleeping
Like coughing up a lung
Like crying
Like ripping my throat out
I hate being this way
Sick
Nasty
Disgusting
I feel
Like never waking up
Like clings to someone desperately
Like nothing really matters
Like my throat is on fire
I feel
God I just feel pathetic
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*whimpers* I hate being sick, i hate it hate it hate it.. i wanna cry...i wanna go curl up in my bed cry myself to sleep and never wake up...
infact.. i am.. imma go cry in my bed now till i fall asleep..
So?
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*huggles*
we lovers oyu, laneyshape
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dont bad laneyshape, if i find out that you were crying im pulling out my secret weaon
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sorry but thats too late.. i seriously felt like crap.. mom called work and told them i wouldnt be intoday cause i have strep.. god damnit i fucking hate illnesses. and josh wont answere the god damn house phone.. :'( imma cry again.. i still feel pathetic... i hate being sick .. i get all clingy and babyish...
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...that means there going to call me...oh hell no. HA no no no let them call me, i need to have a one on one talk with carol anyway. but you deserve to be babyish. and hes probably sleeping sissy.
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Bubba i love you, im sorry if they call you.. i really am, but hell carols closing tonight, ler her be front end.. she already manager, and beside, from what she told keith when he first got her she knows everyting and she'll beable to handle it.. ugh i dont care if i deserve to be babyish... i still hate being sick... ... i know he probably is.. but still... i wanna talk to him...
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if they call me im tellign them no, im good for hours, i got three days off im good, and yeh he is.
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Yay bubba!! hey you going over there after school? tell josh I said hi!!! lol and tell brandon i said hi and hes a dork...
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i will
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kk thankyou!
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you go home sick?
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yeah i did... im home right now
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aww that sucks. i hope you get to feeling better!!! i'm still making your birthday better and you better not be sick then cuz i don't wanna get sick again! lol
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thats a few days away so i damn well better not be sick come sunday. i'll be pissed.. birthday is already gonna be borign casue i'll have nothing to do, being sick on top of that will just piss me the fuck off.
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lmao, i read the last bit of that when i got here and thought you were telling me to fuck off.... hahah. anywayz... yea, i wish you didn't have school friday cuz a few of us are going to hutch during the day cuz i work at 4. mannnnnnnn i wanted you to go!! but i'll have to figure out how to make your birthday the shiznit
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yeah .. you really dont have to worry about my b-day sammy..
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oh, but i will, i sooooo willlll lol
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lol oookay then.. dork
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but i'm a very loveable dork.... gotta keep that in mind!
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yeah yeah yeah..
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*shrug* you know it, deep down inside!
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what ev..
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that reminds me of the time my brother turns around in his car to look at his girlfriend dawn and go "what to the EV dawn..." lol....
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i feel the same way
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