One Last First Kiss

My heart monitor beeps,
Soon it will be nothing but one long note,
And if this is it,
I don't want it to be the last thing you hear from me.
I love you.
Simply, purely, with all my heart.
And not just as a friend.
As a soul-mate,
As a lover,
As my destiny.
I've been too scared to say it before,
But things have never been clearer.
I'm sorry it's too late for us now,
And I'm sorry I have to go,
But I'll keep watching you from up above,
And hopefully not from down below.
I've been hiding for much too long
Behind these jagged little lies,
I'm ready now for the truth.
And if I could ask you for just one thing...
It would be one kiss from you.
One kiss that says you love me too.
One kiss that brings a tear to my eye.
One last first kiss that will tear my heart out.
One last first kiss to say...
Goodbye.