There's a time in everyones life,
when something unreplacable is lost.
There's a time for everyone,
when something bad happens.
But what if that unreplacable thing
that one thing that didn't need to happen,
comes heading straight for you,
and catching you right off guard?
That bad event that you dread for months,
that one thing that you don't want to happen,
comes and knocks you down and there it is.
What would you do?
Then the world goes blank and nothing matters,
tears can't be cried, and nothings felt.
No remorse, no sorrow, just pain.
When will that void be something.
There's been times in my life,
when I did think about 'what if',
There've been times when we spoke of it,
but nothing could ever prepare me for it.
I can't sleep, I can't eat nor drink.
I can barely open my mouth to mumble something-
I'm completely empty, and worried about you.
We both need to make it out, together or not.
All I want you to know, is that i'm in love with you,
that I'm not angry with you and that I understand.
I can't accept it, I just cant, but i'll respect it.
It's going to take time to get used to
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It sucks....fucking badly.
Somethings arn't in my control and i wish they were, because i cant do this.
Please tell me what you think
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*Crys* Im glad you now why i had to , im sorry i did i its something i had to do
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hmph
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ill just warn you in advance, ill try and write you an xmas card tomorow, because i want to stay friendly =] but ill atach a letter, and only read it, rather- only awnser me when your ready to. just one thing, to add to that as a P.S- i dont mean go back to everything, i mean back to square one and take it slowly
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you must get it out
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