Just Me

"she's so gorgeous"
"she's so thin"
"she's always happy"
"look at her grin!"

people are always talking
always watching what I do
one day they all love me
the next they all say 'boo'

"she hasnt been eating lately"
"she's in her second senior year"
"she looks like shit today"
"will she ever have a career?"

I'm sorry I didnt get enough credits
I'm sorry I'm not peppy today
I'm sorry my hair wont cooperate
I'm sorry I dont want to go to the buffet

You dont know whats going on
when I'm not around you
nothing is perfect
nothing is as it seems

you think I'm so skinny
I hide my body under clothes
you think I could get any guy
sure, but they all treat me like shit

you think I'm spoiled
I'm paying off that car
you think I'm rich
we live in that nice house for our labor

you think I enjoy being his 'buddy'
lately I just feel used
you think I have so many friends
I sit at home on the weekends

So heres the point
I'm not perfect
I dont have it all
and I hate that your talking shit

so stop expecting
beauty
and glamor
and just accept
me