Do Over

Theres alot in my past relationships id do over
Many of them i would have never dated in the first place
My first relationship ever lasted exactly two years
Which is my first do over.
He ruined the whole relationship when
He proposed to me at the age of 16.
I told him no because i was too young.
I told him its over - i cant handle this kind of stress
Right now in my life - im just a kid id like to live my life
After a while we forgave each other and got back together-
BIG mistake - he cheated on me two weeks later but worse-
With my BEST friend.

Im still heartbroken to this day and i wish that when he proposed
That i could have pressed the stop button but no-
I made an even bigger mistake- i got pregnant - but it
was okay since i lost it...no one knew not even my best friend whom ive known
My whole life..

If i would have had a chance for a do over...
I wouldnt have taken him back after breaking up...after the proposal...