Baby I don't know why I do this
I torture myself with the thought of you
Dreaming of you before I go to sleep at night
Only wanting to hold you
Caress you
And feel your warm embrace
But your so cold
Not to even try to understand
What I'm feeling deep inside
You use me
Time and time again
But I let you
I would do anything for you
If given the chance
Don't you see
How I love you
I care for you so deeply
But you seem to feel nothing at all
Don't you think of me
As anything more than "just that girl"
I would move mountains for you
Rope-in the moon
Anything you wanted me to
Just to see you smile
Cuz that's what makes me happy
To see you happy
And to know that I was the cause of it
Baby you know how I feel
I've told you what you mean to me
Haven't I proved it to you enough yet
Your my everything
But I feel like your nothing
I can never be
Just your friend
I'm always going to want more
But you'll never give in
You'll just keep using me
Abusing our friendship
And I'll let you do it
Cuz that's how much I care
You hurt me over and over again
But I can't seem to break the hold
My heart has on you
For {I love you}
And they say that when you have found love
You have found a gift
But really what is one sided love
Where two hearts will never be one
I don't want to live in a dream romance
Is it too much to ask
For you to be here by my side
But you will never love me
To you I will always be "just that girl"
And I will keep spending my time
Memorizing your face
The outline that I trace
Around the one I long to call mine
So I guess now all I can say is that
I would rather be known as a "friend"
Than as nothing to you at all
A contest entry
- + I'll Never Stop Loving You + by ThatONEweirdChick.
900 points, ended December 31, 2007, 97 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest - Silly Little Love Songs (again) by Wanted By You.
500 points, ended January 14, 2008, 15 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
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It seems most girls feel this way for boys, they sell themselves out. Thanks for entering my contest!
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how i feel
hey i get what u mean and yes that poem was to ross and i do love him so much but i know what u mean with how he treated me and no i dont want to date him again cuz i know ill just want to dump him again i just still have alot of love for him ya know. but i loved ur poem cuz this is alot of how i feel bout him too except we never were just friends and actually dated. but i get what u mean and i agree with u. its hard to just stop that when i dated him for 2 years. i want to stop my feelings for him but i think i wont be able to anyway until i find someone else that i would love more than him that treats me better. thats what it was like with charles. i didnt get completly over him till i met ross.
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"Cuz that's what makes me happy
To see you happy
And to know that I was the cause of it"
god that's so how i feel towards him sometimes. great poem. i wish you good luck in my twin's contest.
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Very powerful and sweet
Sometimes doing so much for a guy is not enough for him..I know..i know...been there, done that!
It is very painful when the friend doesn't feel anything like you do...it is hurtful when he uses and abuses the friendship...strikingly sad...this poem is well written ..i can feel your pain..i can almost cry (that is how effectivbe you writes are) ....GOOD job!
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i can feel the emotion in this poem and the fact that ive been through something like what u describe only makes it more true for me
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haunting sadness
longing for someone is heartbreaking. you portryed those emotions well and I could feel your pain and lonliness with every line in your poem well done
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