You Don't Care

I look into the mirror
And I can finally see clear
Walking the streets alone now
No longer needing you here
Putting my faith into something more meaningful
Can't keep putting my faith into you
You lie to me
And make me feel cheap
You stand me up
And leave me here to weep
Don't leave the house anymore
Too scared I may see you
Don't see my friends much anymore
Too scared they'll ask about you
I'm tired of being sad over this shit
Tired of letting it get me down
Sick of running to the drugs
Looking for a way to get you out of my head
But even the drugs don't help anymore
Just leave me groggy and wanting more
I sleep my days away
Scared of the morning light
But feel so much better
When I see the dark night
I use to feel that I needed you here
To save me from myself
But it was always all about you
Never about me or my feelings
Always going out of my way to see a smile upon your face
Even though at the end of the day
You always left tears in my eyes
And even with all the bad
I still crave more
Use to believe if I rode it out with you
I'd see myself through your eyes
But I never got that
Never got anything from you except
This broken heart
That I'm still trying to mend
I'll be real and let you know
I'm still trying to let you go
But it's just so fucking hard
It hurts so much
To see what we could of been
And to see what we have become
But what hurts the most
Is the fact that I know...
You Don't Care