With Thunder Comes Lightning

I love you.
You make me smile.
You make me laugh.
I can't stay mad at you for more than five minutes.
I hear your voice and my heart melts.
All of my pain, frustration, and anxiety dissipates
When you smile for me.
I love your face and all the expressions I've seen flicker across it these past few years.

                              I'm going to miss you.
                              My resolve is so weak.
                              I can't say no to you.
                                    I love you.
                            I can't breathe without you,
                              But you are poisoning me!
                              So either way, I'm dying!
                            I think I might chose suicide
                      Over the slow doses of death you give me.
                          You used to be my medication.
                                    But I forgot:

"THE ONLY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MEDICINE AND POISON IS THE DOSE."

~L. J. Arien