The Ultimate Bond

I am smiling, outside, hoping that you will notice
I am shrinking, inside, hoping you will notice
You can feel me, but you feel nothing
You can touch me, but you touch nothing in me

I am breaking, hearts, because mine is shattered
I am destroying, relationships, because mine is a mess
You can get intimate, but you’re forever distant
You can hug me, but you’ve never felt so far away

I am drowning, in the tears I’ve cried
But I am healing, from the tears I’ve cried
You can see at me, but you can’t see through me
You can let go, but I’m holding on tight

I am smiling, inside, hoping you notice
I am trying, positivity, though it fits a little snug
You can see me, but I’ll always be the same in those eyes
You can’t see her now, but I’ll have a piece of you forever

She will be beautiful, smart like me
She will be effortlessly happy, like you
She will see the world as nobody has
She will be my angel