its not finished

Leaving me the way that you did
What was I supposed to do?
I continue to be here for you
Even though we had a fight.

I want to be your friend
Because you were my first
Leaving me the way that you did
Really made me consider you dead
I tried to forget about you.
Even though we still talked

Why didn’t you call like you said that you would?
I tried to tell you how I felt
I tried to get to know you
Who is the one that fucked up our friendship?
Don’t you dare put the blame on me!
You weren’t the only one who was hurt

Did you ever consider what you put me through?
Did you ever consider that you meant something to me?
Maybe you were wrapped up in your own life to stop and smell the roses
Who knows

I sure don’t
I said the things that I said because I knew that you would listen to them if they weren't the things that i would normally say

even if i hurt
even if you do
i just want you to know that i am here for you

i lost myself when i was with you
i lost the things that i held dear
when we first got together...
i swear i knew that it wasn't going to last
we never talked about what we wanted to be
you never even asked anything about me
but i was still with you
you were so beautiful
so ...
unique

i wanted to be a part of that.

but you wouldnt let me in