I am here but I am absent
I hear but I can't understand
my life's full of contradictions
in craziness I try to find reasons
I'm so confused, so not aware
of what I am supposed to do and when
half of me wants to move ahead
but half of me stays a slave to past
So many choices and just no answer
am I to choose all by myself?
I'm here now even though I left
my heart keeps spinning like a dancer
What am I to do, which path to choose?
Is it a wrong and a right one?
or does it depend where you want to wind up?
all these questions, I'm so confused
Just when I thought, I had it all figured out
life laughs at my wrong count
and throws me you to bring it up side down

