No longer

All the love in the world,
Would never make you want me.
But I can't help but swirl,
With the notion of how it'd be.

I can imagine us together,
I know I shouldn't cause it's wrong.
But we've been through stormier weather,
I know that we could last long.

I dream of you at night,
And I tell myself no.
I see you in my sight,
and my restrains want to let go.

I barely catch a breath,
And see what it'd do.
Your presence is like meth,
So addicting to go through.

Your eyes pull me in,
and I try to pull out.
I know my love is sin,
but my thoughts make me doubt.

I want you, and there is no reason.
I can't find my footing,
Maybe it'll only last a season.
But I don't know what I'm putting.

Into what we call this,
I'll drown I know it,
I feel myself miss.
The fact that I'm in a pit.

I bit my lips at a mention of your name,
My heart beats to it, and I no longer can tame.