You Will Need My Pain Again

You will need my pain again
And call upon me
To bring forth the tainted memories
Of blood laced kisses
And cocaine tears
I don't miss it often
But you do
And You will need my pain again

I feel it coursing through me
Like a loving disease
Making false promises of completion
Not mentioning the degradation
It makes me crave
It makes me cry for the rain
And forget a burning sun

It makes me die to live
I can't do this anymore