You piss me off.
You bring me down.
How many times,
Must I be your scapegoated clown?
You scream at me,
Tell me I'm screwing up my life.
How much more pain do I have to deal with?
How much more strife?
You antagonize me.
Then pull a guilt trip.
I'm sinking slowly.
Drowning in my sorrow like a sinking ship.
You say I'm not a baby.
But then you try to make all my decisions
Don't you understand?
Your words cut deeper than incisions.
You seem to take pride,
In ripping me apart.
All I've ever wanted,
Is to mend my broken, non-trusting heart.
You scare me so,
Words cannot explain it.
I shake and tremble
Whenever you go into a rage-filled fit.
I have such low self-esteem,
And you don't even realize it's caused by you.
I can't stand you!
You're not the mother I thought I knew.
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Man, I hate my life.
Thoughts? Comments? Puhlease?
Comments
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very deep. it remins me of my father, in a way.
i guess we all had problems with our parents along the way.
keep your head up.
yael -
yes, fantasic poem. pain filled. loved it!
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Wow
That is deep i hope all goes well!!!!!
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I have thought these exact same thoughts I know partly what you are going through
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