The only thing left is the pain inside
Slowly eating my soul 'til there's nothing left
Just an empty shell with an empty smile
To cast upon the selfish masses so innocent
They've known no real pain, known no real Hell
They exist in blissful Euphoria, and still complain
While I've suffered; pleaded for death to come sooner
They've struggled for ways to extend their miserable lives
My soul died long ago, leaving me no emotion, only pain
The Devil himself must have established this torture
Some wrong I caused in another life I suppose
I beg for death but even God mocks my pain
Makes me stay here in this Hellish place forever
Father Time, the evil bastard, drags each minute into years
And smiles maliciously as he watches me break
So now I sit here, begging for death as seconds drag by
My damnation is eternal, my suffering never ending
No point in life, nothing left for me to feel
Even now I can feel the insanity taking hold of me
The darkness fading in, soon it will reign my mind
The ones who kept me alive, claiming they save me
Damn them for it, they should have let me die
Now they shall know the price of their actions
They shall know true fear, they will know despair
The sadistic bastards who kept me in this Hell
The ones who say they saved my wretched soul
I have no soul now; they've killed it for me
Tonight they die, and I'll smile at their pleas
No compassion, no mercy, no sparing their lives
No conscience, just darkness; no sanity left
One by one they shall fall, and I shall know peace
No, no peace, only vengeance; then my death
Doubtful either will yield much reprieve
But it's far too late for me to even care
They will know pain, but nothing close to my suffering
They will know what it's like to wish for death
And I, cruelly laughing, will tell them no; they must suffer more
After all, I'm saving their souls by doing so
Then gleefully I'll end my life; no one left to stop me
Finally welcoming Misstress Death with open arms
And when I reach Hell I'll laugh in Satan's face
After all, alive or dead, Hell is Hell, at least now it's deserved
And finally, my soul will know justice
Justice, but never peace




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