everyday i wake up
just to desire sleep once more
because love is not knocking
at my hearts door
i pour my soul out
and wear my heart on my sleeve
why cant anyone love me?
whats wrong with who i am?
is it my looks?
is it my eyes?
is it the way i talk?
what the hell do i need to change
to stop feeling this loneliness in my heart.
so do it
cut out my heart
right at the vocal cords
because i dont need to feel or speak
Loneliness is my heart
and i've been alone too long
and i have a heart full of love
why isnt it accepted??
Author notes
http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g171/hidesbehindlies/straight.jpg
yay picture of the saraness even though its horrible
A contest entry
- Looking For Love (Need An AP Mate) by Sesheta.
650 points, ended December 13, 2007, 2 entries
Gold trophy winner
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
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I am definitely feeling this poem. Life really isn't fair; the ones with the biggest hearts and the desire to love the most are the ones denied the opportunity. This poem sounds like it is speaking of my own life. I feel no desire to get out of bed, nothing pulling me forth. I often feel like there is something wrong with me, which is a grave injustice for we are all beautiful as we are. I have been trying to change and improve for so long to find love, and all it does is make things worse. I'm sorry for this rambling comment. This poem has touched me deeply; obviously; your words are very beautiful, very raw, and I feel them all. "Loneliness is my heart"...what a true phrase. Thank you for this lovely entry. And the picture! I love your smile, your hair, and your eyes!
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