What have I become?
I use to be that little girl,
Who smiled in every photograph,
But that smile is rarely there anymore,
As I look at the person I become,
And well I am not proud of,
The girl well woman now,
Who almost everyday wears a line of no emotion,
As anger constantly build with each day,
And tears cried no one else would see,
Is that really me?
Why am I like this?
Feeling empty like nothing inside?
Taking the heavy blows life throws my way,
Loved by wonderful people,
But still I feel the same.
Is something wrong with me?
Am I the new scrooge?
I had my heart broken,
Healed then broken agian,
How much more can I take?
Until I never give my heart away?
I admit I had my share of hurting people,
But in the end I felt so bad,
And really didn't mean too.
I look back at myself,
And try to figure out why I became this way.
God, whoever?
If you got the answers,
Please send them my way,
So may be I could just smile again.
Adding your comment:
And that's a hard list to get on because I'm so super picky! But you are definitely list worthy!!
...Your words pull the need to hug you close and tell you that I do understand 
Thank you kind soul for sharing your life with me and I ma honored to meet you
