where were you

where were you when i screamed and cryed because i was scared of nuthing
where were you when i was younger when he wanted to rape me
where were you when she killed me inside because she succseded in raping me or when she stomped on my back because i wouldnt do her work
where were you when we were taken away from our family
where were you when she used the drugs or when we had NUTHING to live off of

You were nowhere to be found why do you clame that your always there for me
when you know your not
why did you say it if you dont know 1/2 of what was happening or what had happend
so now who can help fix me help me forget all the past brings up
or should i just leave and leave it all here and NEVER return to any of it