Lonely Days

I want you all to know
That I love you
And You've saved me so many times
For now, my dying wish would be
To have you by my side
But what does the future hold?

And now I have resigned myself
To this broken life
Hollowed out and on my own
I want, want to escape from the waking pain
And the insistent lonely days

I was saved again last night
By the words on a phone
The monotone of a text
"Are you O.K.?"
I kind of lied
Well I didn't give the truth
What kind of an answer is "Kinda"
With the poison of steel waiting
For my veins

And now I won't give in
To this hell of existence
Hollowed out and full of pain
No
I will, will break away from the agony
And the insistent lonely days