Im not the same
so much has changed
hurting inside
shaking and alone
not allowed to cry
or even be
I want your hand to hold
im afraid to ask
but i need you..
last year has faded
memories slipped
familiarities crashed and burn
teammates, my friends
the same, untouched
wanting that for me
new life, new love
unknown identity
new fears to hold
caught up in the changes
the warm pouring rain
no longer just a little girl
on some level
between all the undeserved happiness
deep deep down,
im dying
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this is probably one of the most personal pieces ive written, although it makes no sense...comments ??
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