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He sees everything in a different view
Unlike when he was with me
Every smile I thought was special
I cherished the times it was just us
I thought he loved me I thought I loved him
Maybe we were both fake
Maybe we just wanted to feel something(anything at that)
Even if it was just the pain after we longed for
What ever it was I cant forget it
I told him I loved him day after day
We talked on the phone like there was not a tomorrow
He stayed up all night when I was feeling blue
I thought are love was so true
Then we went down hill I didn’t know what happened
Was it me or was it him maybe it was never meant to be
I heard him on the phone talking to his friend
Turned out he never loved me
Everything we did and said was nothing but a lie
He said he wished he never meat me
(was I really this bad)
I wanted to hate him he made me feel so low
But after a few days my heart really didn’t want to let him go
I realized it was not me faking it was him alone
Everything I felt was true but to this day he still dose not know
And hurts so bad but I dare never tell
I keep it a secret I hide it well
Maybe he is happy when I see him he smiles so bright
I always loved his smile as he walks by a smell he’s colonel
I get this cold pinch inside as tears start to form
I hope he is happy  cause in this beautiful lie I only got pain
But hay its ok ill get use to it as I live with it day by day